can i, that is will you let me

Can I , that is will you let me
yes the real me
the one you know very well
pretend to be what you
fascinating or fascinated
you need
I never wanted to love you
never wanted to be with you forever
did it hurt
running against truth
beating bloody bricks
just let me pretend
for just a little while
a month or two or four
then I’ll wake up from these sour
sweet blossom dreams
let me pretend to confine you
big you
little me
convince me
that my mind can captivate someone of your brilliance
just let me pretend for a little while
and tell me its alright