from steady hands grew steady love making room for us my roots lengthened inching their way across new landscape it can be scary to take up so much space but you are here and your heartbeat a rhythm irreplaceable and when thoughts of turning inward take hold instead you encourage me to bloom […]
we had opened the store before just you and me and the cameras I felt they were always watching I felt everyone was always watching at first I was frightened by the things I felt when we were close but we found a blind spot where I leaned in and you kissed my forehead […]
we witness every circle repetition numbs fear becomes comfortable but at least hope persists
I peel away scabs soon as they form watching the blood bead and fall pouring over the letters I still can’t make them out of course this is about me of course I don’t run his show and fuck you for saying so aren’t you tired of lashing out stings and burns blisters and scars […]
Dear Sylas You never saw the sun. Created and cradled in the dark I knew you alive, inside my body we lived together -with exception of the kicks your Father felt no one knew you. Grief is lonely and days after you’d left our space I still felt you move within an infant ghost haunting my […]
Remembering faith obedience feels like brokenness brokenness feels like falling falling into nothing tearful fearful
My heart is a loaded gun; a ticking bomb set to detonate. I’m too scared to move a muscle.