I listen to you hang up my heart sinks I ask the air why is love the most important thing to me? why does it matter above all else? My head spins I close my eyes ’til sleep comes.
a fake death dreams trick at least mine do you showed up on my doorstep you were crying and apologizing I held you I wrapped my arms around your head my hands on your neck you looked at me you started to explain someone was after you they threatened your life you had to disappear […]
lately I reminisce remembering how as a child wrapped in a warm towel clean after a bath I would point my nose to the ceiling and shake my head slowly back and forth tickle my spine with the ends of my blond wisps and wish my mom would let me grow out my hair I seek to reconnect […]
I set my head to spinning convince myself it’s ok find a place to focus and you’ll keep from being dizzy feel all the feelings feel all feelings ride the ride invest in me invest in happiness let the spinning set me to smiling swallow it up these are the tough days the rough days […]
from this view cities glow with their lanterns of fog and it is hard through sleepy eyes not to be moody and think of you the baby wakes I see one star remember our conversations of constellations try not to think of you I settle baby in throw a wrap round both our shoulders and […]
A sunken ship I dove in head first when I thought it was safe I am selfish just as I’ve been told and possibly quite shallow so don’t dive in head first
Don’t fear speech. What’s in your head? My running shoes are all thrown away, and I am staying in your bed. You can’t sleep, I toss only to turn. My mind bends inside itself trying to wrap around you and your quiet mood. Let me save you once. Tell me you need me once. Lie, […]