integrity to remain true to yourself when there are no mirrors left cycles of betrayal no room for misunderstanding unnecessary explanations distrust broken no more no more I don’t remember how life before them before her exhausted I’ll figure it out.
Dear Sylas You never saw the sun. Created and cradled in the dark I knew you alive, inside my body we lived together -with exception of the kicks your Father felt no one knew you. Grief is lonely and days after you’d left our space I still felt you move within an infant ghost haunting my […]
books on a shelf Opening the pages you tell me your stories asking for mine You want to know me how it is I got to this place I want to know you to know it all Our lives on display My life on display: I am fearless fearless to move so close to share […]
affection purposely thoughtfully I am in a moment actively precisely recording it in my mind: today it was your face brand new as a child upon waking it was mingled contours it was indecipherable bodies it was the morning sun filtering through my blinds warming my face painting our world gold this is one of […]
We are born alone we will die alone it’s the living business in between that’s hard to do alone but I’m getting on with it
what i want most: to feel completely connected to another human I remember how he asked me if he could crawl under my skin spend the rest of his life there and how I said yes I remember feeling that with him by my side I could do anything We could bleed rocks Feeling cheated […]
Today I wonder, does my past intimidate? I once felt as used goods then yesterday I realized I’ve lived, fully. I think of all my possible paths, the ways my life could’ve gone the house in Carrollwood the wedding at nineteen the husbands the five year old, the threes- children who could have been, would […]