in a dream I still loved you and I treated you kindly the sun was shining our sheets were crisp white with yellow I knew what I wanted and it wasn’t you but instead of causing pain I just said what was true and we smiled and parted ways
from steady hands grew steady love making room for us my roots lengthened inching their way across new landscape it can be scary to take up so much space but you are here and your heartbeat a rhythm irreplaceable and when thoughts of turning inward take hold instead you encourage me to bloom […]
I peel away scabs soon as they form Watching the blood bead and fall Pouring over the letters I still can’t make them out Of course this is about me Of course I don’t run his show And fuck you for saying so Aren’t you tired of lashing out Stings and burns Blisters and scars […]
not alone but left behind flock scattered but a few the quiet one didn’t ask the others to stay (now they are all “others”) They didn’t ask anything she has the only voice now the birds flock they forget but a few I’m fairly certain birds don’t cry I only cry in dreams and rainy […]
Dear Sylas You never saw the sun. Created and cradled in the dark I knew you alive, inside my body we lived together -with exception of the kicks your Father felt no one knew you. Grief is lonely and days after you’d left our space I still felt you move within an infant ghost haunting my […]
Love doesn’t go it evolves it stays it grows Love doesn’t go it works its way in quietly passively unexpectedly thankfully
Loving the way each time we tangle we fit as puzzle pieces Unsuspected well of strength joy finding before looking you found me and I smile knowing a stable truth a steady good.