I peel away scabs soon as they form watching the blood bead and fall pouring over the letters I still can’t make them out of course this is about me of course I don’t run his show and fuck you for saying so aren’t you tired of lashing out stings and burns blisters and scars […]
Dear Sylas You never saw the sun. Created and cradled in the dark I knew you alive, inside my body we lived together -with exception of the kicks your Father felt no one knew you. Grief is lonely and days after you’d left our space I still felt you move within an infant ghost haunting my […]
you came without a question and I felt without a doubt a comfort a comfort this time last year I believed never existed I am overwhelmed with everything with the love I’ve been given with the love I continue to give with the storm outside with change with the storm inside with responsibility with continuing […]
My question: where is honesty safe here? probably not. I think back on where it was last safe where it wasn’t used to sting manipulate control I try and recreate the moment but my trusted hearts are gone one component remains myself and integrity my question remains the samewhere is honesty safe?
sense question ask listen smile joke swallow churn grasp straws implode get sick let go then try again