integrity to remain true to yourself when there are no mirrors left cycles of betrayal no room for misunderstanding unnecessary explanations distrust broken no more no more I don’t remember how life before them before her exhausted I’ll figure it out.
Remembering Faith Obedience feels like brokenness brokenness feels like falling falling into nothing tearful fearful
I do what I do I am my actions I am careful I am serious when I veer from conviction I stumble when I try to act mistakes are made these actions are not abnormal for someone else but I am not someone else and funny as it sounds I need to be reminded most […]
what i want most: to feel completely connected to another human I remember how he asked me if he could crawl under my skin spend the rest of his life there and how I said yes I remember feeling that with him by my side I could do anything We could bleed rocks Feeling cheated […]
lately I reminisce remembering how as a child wrapped in a warm towel clean after a bath I would point my nose to the ceiling and shake my head slowly back and forth tickle my spine with the ends of my blond wisps and wish my mom would let me grow out my hair I seek to reconnect […]
from this view cities glow with their lanterns of fog and it is hard through sleepy eyes not to be moody and think of you the baby wakes I see one star remember our conversations of constellations try not to think of you I settle baby in throw a wrap round both our shoulders and […]
lost no it was not “meant to be” no good reasons exist and nothing will really make it better I haven’t the luxury of full grief time will serve as adequate salve I will remember although remembering hurts the pains physical mental emotional my three possibilities lost to nature named carried three five seven weeks […]