i wish i were some other animal

I wish I were some other animal free to crawl or fly swim one way and then the other because I was told so by some ancient map written in my bones Advertisements

lowered serotonin levels and love songs

Product of lowered serotonin levels and love songs Lonely and tired Tired of lonely Wishing someone shivered when I passed wishing to see the flush of a face stop blending into the walls when did I become the nice girl finishing last impressionless I want to give butterflies And I promise to return the favor […]

wishes make poor companions

Wishes make poor companions I want to be well am I well? I want you to be well please be well be well for you be well for her she needs you and I don’t know what I need -not that you asked I look in the mirror and I wish I wish I was […]

lately i reminisce

lately I reminisce remembering how as a child wrapped in a warm towel clean after a bath I would point my nose to the ceiling and shake my head slowly back and forth tickle my spine with the ends of my blond wisps and wish my mom would let me grow out my hair I seek to reconnect […]

clarity

clarity I will always be true to Red I trust in the visceral steady that holds and Red can burn but it is what it is and things are as they are no matter of wishing will change while change is inevitable … I’m not done here