feeling the new I sit wondering what to call this grounding my feet to Earth my sighs float up to blue sky mingling with morning birdsong Advertisements
I picked up smoking just to have a secret. I had shared everything else with anyone who would listen and especially anyone who would ask. when you were at work I would stand under our tree treating my lungs to mentholated chemicals then flick the butts over our tall fence into the neighbors tall grass. It’s […]
not alone but left behind flock scattered but a few the quiet one didn’t ask the others to stay (now they are all “others”) They didn’t ask anything she has the only voice now the birds flock they forget but a few I’m fairly certain birds don’t cry I only cry in dreams and rainy […]
Today I wonder, does my past intimidate? I once felt as used goods then yesterday I realized I’ve lived, fully. I think of all my possible paths, the ways my life could’ve gone the house in Carrollwood the wedding at nineteen the husbands the five year old, the threes- children who could have been, would […]
more smiling than you know 16 days and you have left a mark Today it is raining. Today I am watching it rain. I am sitting at the kitchen table wondering to myself: Is this salsa raw and vegan?
lately I reminisce remembering how as a child wrapped in a warm towel clean after a bath I would point my nose to the ceiling and shake my head slowly back and forth tickle my spine with the ends of my blond wisps and wish my mom would let me grow out my hair I seek to reconnect […]
Libido pins me to the floor cool down you’d think it be easy in weather like this yet the son burns Red desire ignites proof of or confused with Freud’s Conatus hidden things are toyed with things once lost are found voice, where are you? am I nearing a dead end? creativity flows and I wonder