dear Sylas

Dear Sylas You never saw the sun. Created and cradled in the dark I knew you alive, inside my body we lived together -with exception of the kicks your Father felt no one knew you. Grief is lonely and days after you’d left our space I still felt you move within an infant ghost haunting my […]

affection

affection purposely thoughtfully I am in a moment actively precisely recording it in my mind: today it was your face brand new as a child upon waking it was mingled contours it was indecipherable bodies it was the morning sun filtering through my blinds warming my face painting our world gold this is one of […]

pep talk

pep talk closing down-fuck no lefty loosey- fuck yes I can’t turn off this glow I am not the sad girl I’m in love with the world and it loves me back so much love my little heart explodes projects redirects Prudence rings I know what I have to give and I repeat what I’ve […]

so

So I feel like floating rising above the clouds to a happy place where work doesn’t matter where only my love for him counts, and our dream for a baby our own beautiful little something black hair and brown eyes That’s the place I want to be always get away from stress distress unstressed undress to be free to […]